Losing Myself

Why do I feel so unsettle…insecure…unease?

My mind keeps on running wild, thinking of everything, smallest to the biggest.

Where is the missing puzzle? Or what could have been the black hole?

I see a desert and the wind whistling…

Voices coming from everywhere but I couldn’t hear any of them properly. What are they mumbling over?

I don’t understand a thing. Why am I standing here, all alone?

It hurt so much that I’m dying to cry but no tears, no voice to shout it out.

How long has it been…I’ve stop living my life?

I lost my way and not even know where I should head for.

The fear took it all and I’m left nothing but all broken inside.

I’m sorry I’ve been so weak.

I’m sorry I’ve been so scared.

But does it worth it to losing myself…for the sake of others?